Happy New Year everyone! I thought it'd be nice to have a little journal on my site, and I thought it'd be nice to start with things I look forward to this year!
This year I plan to progress in my transition and to do legal transition and finally start HRT. Initially I wanted to wait a bit more with legal transition, but since we have elections soon, and one of the parties planning to undo the law that makes it much easier to legal transition, I'm a bit pressured now to do it very soon. I mean I'm a bit scared of reactions from others (like doctors), since I still don't look like a girl, but I hope that won't be a huge issue, and I don't think they'd say something negative about it, right? At least my therapist doesn't think so, so I guess I should be fine. I also hope to finally start HRT this year! I hope it won't take me too long to get a appointment and get it prescribed (I already have a therapist, so that's done), but you never know, especially with doctors...
In regards to social transition, I'd come out to the rest of the family (right now I'm only out to my close family, some relatives, and my uni) and I also really hope that they'll start to use the right pronounces and don't use the word "boys" anymore when refering to me and relatives/family. Like it's nice that they at least use my real name, but I'm a girl, and I want to be referred to as such, and not be seen as "one of the boys". And I also really hate hearing "he" >_<. It makes me feel like they don't see me as a girl, and I guess that's something that often fuels my dysphoria.
And I also hope that I can make more new friends this year! I mean, currently my social life is non-existant, with not having anyone I could call a friend, and being isolated in general, and it's all making me feel very lonely and depressing and sad... But I don't want to go further into this topic today.
I also want to keep working on this site and add more things to it. I also have some plans that involve my OCs, which I'm also currently working on, and I hope to share it soon, so keep an eye on it~!
Thanks for reading this entry, and I hope you'll have a great start for this year~! :3
